tomorrow it's going to be the eighth week i'm in putrajaya. as i was driving back here this afternoon, one stunning realisation hit me. my husband has been coming to see me every week...without fail, mind you.8 weeks mean 8 crying sundays. tp td baru aku perasan...husband aku pun sedih jgk. but he's very good at hiding it. lambat betul aku nak fikir benda ni. slow giler...siput pon lg cpt fkr kot. patut la fazna selalu ckp "fikir...fikir k". aku klu sedih, nangis. dia lain. now baru aku faham. klu dua2 nangis...ape akan jadi?
so...he's the anchor of our ship. he's the stronger one. thank God for that. harapkan aku...xtau la ape jd. dh lama the ship sinks.
weekend ni mcm2 kami buat. fazna drove from ch on friday ptg dh. mlm baru smp. kesian aku tgk. but my niece has undergone a heart surgery in ijn last week. kami blm tgk dia. kesian nuha, baru 7 tahun. dh 3 kali operate.
tp org ckp di sebalik ujian dari Tuhan ada blessings. at time like this we found that the family grows stronger. thank you so much to kak sa & family, abg da & nadia and my former students yg dtg visit nuha.
sabtu aritu aku akhirnya berjaya masuk kelas jahit manik. s'thng yg dh lama aku nk buat. fazna sgt supportive. pg2 lg htr aku gi tpt course tu. ptg terpaksa dia tgu lama kt luar cos kami finish much later than the scheduled time. tp byk sgt ilmu dh bljr...x sbr nk start beading. i'm a BEADER now...hehe
so sweet of fazna, dia dh tkr dashboard keta kancil aku. dia ckp yg lama aircond jauh sgt. and the new seat cover. aku blm ckp tq lg kt dia. x tau la dia notice or not. aku cuma bg dia 1 snickers. tp dia lupa nk amik.
then he bought me some dried kiwi. dan keropok goreng. dok sini sorg2, tgk benda2 yg dia bg ni pon aku dh x tahan. asyik nangis je.
pg td dia cuci dan kemas keta aku. i cooked him a simple b'fast. x sedap aku rasa, tp dia ckp sedap.
kdg2 kita terlupa yg Tuhan dh bagi kita yg terbaik. bg aku my husband adlh insan terbaik bg aku. dia senyum ke, gelak ke, marah ke, ape ke...dia sentiasa yg terbaik.
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